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Things happen for a reason, I just haven't figured out the reason to some of the things.

What do you do when you are the new girl in town. Nothing really right? How can you go from having the perfect life with your friends and sports to knowing no one. Thats how I feel. I have just moved to Casper yesterday. My best friend is now my Computer, I know noone in this town and prey never will. School starts in August seems like a decade away.

Of couse everyone has their own styles. I'm one of the girls that doesn't have styles I go with the flow. Sometimes gets me in binds.

What am I passionate about?

I'd like to develop an extra-curricular lifestyle. It would consist of Salsa-dancing and Scuba. These are things i can see myself becoming passionate about. It's more like re-igniting my passion because I used to be very involved with both until recently.

Generally I like roller-blading, bowling, pool, darts, ping-pong and hiking.

My domestic genius.

I'm great at organizing, decorating, rearranging. Then there's cooking. I enjoy a good stir-fry, used to bake cakes. I enjoy experimenting with indian essence and flavors. And I make a decent shrimp curry.

My family values.

I grew up in a very very close-knit family atmosphere. My parents, brother and I were "little Israel" in the face of hindus and muslims back in India. Things changed as we grew up (and we all did, mom and dad grew up with us). Now Danny has his own life, and I have mine. I felt like I was always trying to pull everyone together for a reunion or something. Then I got tired and decided to focus on my own future.

So I made mistakes, lots of them. But with Steve in my life.. there's hope.

Community service.

Never really considered myself as being part of any one comnunity. I'm Irish-Indian, grew up so different from my peers and relatives. Then moved to Hawaii and have pretty much redefined the person that's Priscilla. I like me. Can't really describe myself to anyone. So you gotta pay close attention and figure it out for yourself.

On another note, it would be nice to get involved in a local community service or activity of some sort. Will keep an eye out.

My ability to laught at myself.

Oh Gosh!I keep myself entertained with stuff like that.. all the time.

July 23, 2007.

I created my account today. I don't have much time to get writing - I will tomorrow for sure. I have so much to say, but little time. Write soon, TrueMe.

As the days get worst he is always there, even when we are miles apart he is still there for me. whether it is in the morning or late at night he finds a way through his busy schedule to confort me in my days of need. and although we don't see each other much these past weeks, when we do he makes it special.

Like yester day when my dad almost had a stroke, he gladly took him to the emergency room. we spent the morning in the er since seven in the morning. as i waited to see how my dad was he tried to convince me it was going to be okay. i couldn't stay there since we had to drive back home cause he had to go to work so we left around 8:30. we stopped by the drive-thru to get breakfast and went to my house to eat and relax before he went to work. he left and promised to come by after work. and he did and so we spent the night in the park on the swings it made me relax and not stress out. my dad is better for now. and my boyfriend is looking after us.

went out in the boat today for a bit. inhaled gallons of sea water trying to wake board but it was still a good time.i finally got my license which is amazing. it's a kind of freedom that i have never experienced before, even when living away from home.

on an unrelated note....3 guys have recently expressed having deep feelings for me, one of whom told me that he was in love with me. i guess i should be happy but seriously, this is getting ridiculous. im not that attractive or desirable. in any case...that one guy is just confused. he certainly doesn't love me. this is all just insane. can something make sense? please? im spending so much more time trying to let them down easy, mend broken egos and reading soppy notes and messages than i am trying to find someone i am going to date. maybe i dont really want to date. i dont know...no one ever said that life and love were easy. it's not too much to hope for i suppose...it's like heads or tails...you never know what the outcome will be...but your gut tells you something and, even though you have no control, you bet on it and hope that fate breathes some life into your belief.

This day is over once again

It went by so fast

Today was another movie day

i've been doing that a lot lately

its okay though i guess

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